Life the past days has been so disorganized. I'd like to believe there is enough time for everything. It's just that my strength and energy share a different perspective. I checked entries from my planner a year ago, life was so different. After a day at work, I can squeeze some exercise before going to sleep. I was on the way to achieving my ideal body weight. My BMI is almost nearing its normal state. Christmas happened, I enjoyed the few lbs I lost and some unexpected changes at work entered. I easily felt the additional weight. With my current state, I'm not sure if I can still carry out my routine last year. The exhaustion each day is calling me to sleep or stress eat. My unexplained body pains are making its presence again. This habit has to break. I don't want to feel like a sore loser again.
