Saturday, October 15, 2011


Warning: nasty picture and story ahead

A mall wide sale that lasts until 12 midnight on a payday Friday, what more can shopaholics ask for? After work, I rushed to the mall and searched for a nice discounted top. I went to one of my favorite shops and tried a blouse. Size medium didn't fit. As I take off the blouse, I was surprised with a depressing reality. My back is beginning to develop nasty flabs.

I walked out of the shop sad and regretful. Why did I allow this to happen? I weighed 120 lbs two years ago. Now, I am screaming 140 lbs at 5'4." I felt ashamed of myself.

The solutions are obviously diet, exercise and commanding DISCIPLINE! How I wish these three magic words are easy to execute, in the same way as I type them. I've been jogging every weekend morning for almost a month and trying to avoid Coke and cakes. What I benefited so far are aching legs and thighs. So far, no inch of weight loss observed and felt.

Just to prove how much I abused my body in two years, take a look at this piece of history 

Look at my picture in the middle, cringe!


  1. This is a launching pad, Diane. Preach to yourself, girl. And don't give up either, you beautiful lady!

  2. Diane you will get there soon! I love your dedication to change.

  3. Ahhh, sweet, beautiful Diane... I agree with the ladies above. You can do it!! Just take one day at a time. :)

  4. You look really good right now but I know how it feels to gain and not even realize it! I never had to worry about my weight when I was younger. We are about the same height my friend and I weight between those two numbers! heehee! You'll do great at what you decide to do! I'll be encouraging you along the way! Your name mate and friend, Diane ♥♥♥

  5. Same height, same weight BEFORE I had a baby. Now... I am several lbs heavier than you are. I know I should do something but it's so hard to start :-/


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